Despite the amazingly intricate workings of your mind which lend substance to all your arguments, here is one vote for "The Internal". Letting go of your cold (particularly in the case of Republicans)analytical reasoning in order to let your emotional side flow seems to have been an ongoing struggle for you. You might become like the rest of us, frightening as that may be, but it could be very freeing...Of course, you come by those "gotta be perfect" genes honestly. Maybe just an occasional walk on the wild side?
You don't even have to look to know where this came from...
OK. That was supposed to be funny, but it sounds more like a lecture. Someone would almost think your mother was instructing you on this one.
I'm also coming in as an anonymous vote for "Internal".
Although all of your choices were very well thought out, as well as being excellent possibilities.
I'm sticking with The Internal interpretation.
I love the way your mind works. I'm casting my anonymous vote for The Internal as well. Bust out the katana and get hacking.
Another theory
Let's not forget that it could always be a dream based on your subconscious knowing that I'd be bringing home the latest graphic novel of Transmetropolitan, entitled, "The Cure", for Thanksgiving break. And that you'd be driving and/or riding in the Mokkori-mobile.
Don't see the connection? You may just not be as observant as I.